I had my 2nd severe spanking, including caning, today. I have been in Southern California and was browsing some ads on Backpage. There was one lady [Mistress Lexine] and she has a blog and her blog and website announce some spanking parties of various types which her studio has several times a month.
I had not been spanked much since the last spanking in May, and the cost was helpful to me.
So it was easy to decide to see her and any other lady providers who would be there and helping.
After the first severe spanking in May, I had bought several implements from Cane-iac, including some lexan canes, a delryn twisted loop, a walnut naughty stick and a devil's braid. I had also bought from the grocery store a set of 4 thin sticks, which are advertised as for marshmallow cooking, but which I figured could be "bad." My first severe spanking was less intense than it could be, and by buying these implements from Cane-iac, I figured that I would increase the chance of having a very tough spanking.
I made advance arrangements to visit the "party." In the morning, I wrote a one-page statement of intent, experience and thoughts, basically asking them to be tough on me without gouging out lots of flesh.
I arrived, perhaps a little early and was let in. I had with me the walnut naughty stick but I had left the other implements in the car, because I actually feared what the devil's braid might do and wondered if delryn would be bad also.
When the main spanking provider received me and saw I had a walnut naughty stick, she asked and I told her I had some others from Cane-iac. She said bring them in and I did. I am not sure if that was good or bad, but it definitely made the spanking quite tough and far more tough than my spanking in May.
We were talking about my purpose. At first I said my purpose was personal growth and then it quickly came out that I was being spanked as an experiment to see if it would help me in my prayer life and with God. This is why I wanted to encourage them to be tough, partly why I had the implements, and why restraining me would be ok, if we decided to do that.
They gave me a 10-minute "warm-up," and then spanked with a variety of implements. Some were ones I had brought and some were ones they had. The ones I had were bad and two of the ones they had were actually a break from being bad. And they had this evil wood cane. There was also the dragon tail whip and a riding crop. When I was hit with those, I actually felt like this was a break from "bad," even though I yelled and screamed at them also.
One of the worst implements was the thin marshmellow cooking sticks, either singly or in combination. I was yelling and screaming when hit with these and the delryn and some other implements. Oh, in addition to my delryn twisted braid, they had a loop that was probably a delryn terror or something like it.
There were 3 providers and they took turns spanking me and at times handling a few other guests. There were only 3 guests total at this mid-day party and 3 providers, so things worked out pretty well for everybody.
The dragon tail whip and the riding crop can actually be used for some light touch and to be sensually stimulating, and we did a little of that, but not a lot.
It was my birthday 2 days ago. In some of her free videos, Dana Kane does a demonstration with the walnut naughty stick with a birthday spanking. So, I wanted also to have a birthday spanking with the naughty stick. It was pretty terrible, but I don't remember if the provider did a final additional stroke, "to grow on," with hard force. I don't think we did the final additional stroke, but that was ok with me, by the time we got to 53 moderately severe walnut stick strokes.
We broke the skin at least once and it was with one of the thin marshmellow sticks. We saved the evil devil's braid for more towards the end. The provider wished to give me 10 strokes on each butt cheek with it and some on the thighs and I tried to negotiate her down to 5 or 7, but she insisted on 10. I think we actually did the devil's braid partway toward the end, and then another batch of the braid after 10 or 15 minutes.
There were lots of times that I requested breaks or perhaps stopping . . . the providers were nice to me about half the time and the other half of the time they pushed me beyond what I "wanted." After it was all over, I was grateful that she and they had pushed me a bit, and I had to thank them, and tip them even though the tip was very small, and we need to pray that God helps me make more money, at least so I can tip better when spanked well and challenged.
Of course, what I wanted at the beginning of the spanking and what I wanted in the middle was quite different.
Toward the end I was asking for them to stop. The provider wanted to finish me with 5 or 10 more strokes with one of her canes, which was then partly broken. I didn't like that idea at all, but that cane broke before we got to 5.
During the spanking, we "blessed" the 3 lottery tickets I will be buying in the next few days, with some tough strokes.
Maybe I am lucky that I only wish to buy 3 this time, rather than 10.
The spanking made me wonder how I would have survived with a certain provider capable of being quite severe, and if I had seen her with a 2-hour visit. I assume she would have stopped less and put up with my break requests much less; perhaps I would have been even more "shaken," than I was. I wonder if I would have irritated her.
I was yelling and screaming during some of the session and my butt and thighs still hurt afterwards, when walking or getting up, and at times while sitting. I assume that the devil's braid injures the muscles underneath the skin and this is what has made me painful when I walk at times.
I drove to the local Wendy's and started dialing friends and acquaintances of mine who pray, asking them to pray for God to help or heal me. Being spanked is still an experiment in terms of whether or not it will be actually helpful, in terms of God acting, but it is certain that this spanking has led me to be in more in prayer for myself today.
I did not cry, just "screamed" a bunch without a gag.
I have not bought the 3 lottery tickets yet, which I would buy cause some believe that spanking helps with having good luck. If I won something, I would share some of the win with the spanking providers.
It hurts at times to sit on this chair now. Mission accomplished in terms of my praying at least some more, for myself. I asked my prayer list to be in prayer for me and also Jimmy and Andrew and a fellow I had not talked to for a year.
Was this spanking spiritually valuable or helpful? I don't know. It was nice to meet these 3 providers and I will be praying for them, as I pray for many of my other friends. In parting, I offered either a hug-and-kiss or hug only with the main provider, and we hugged in goodbye.
Maybe next time we'll review the kissing-in-greeting instruction in the Bible . . . oh, the main provider of these 3 prays!
One of the providers challenged me a bit when I said something in a slightly not-fully submissive way. If and when I see them again, we will work on my comment, I think.
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